Boris

So, we're having another baby! Well, not for another six months, hopefully. By that time Penny will be only months away from turning two and Kaylen will be three. I need to remind myself of this, because right now Penny is closer to a year old than 18 months and sometimes it really shows. I think at least one of them should even be done with diapers (during the day, at least) by then!!!

Honestly, I've had such mixed, uncontrollable feelings about this. The blackest days I've ever experienced have been recently; pregnancy hormones and needing more sleep do not mix well with depression. Yet here we are, and yesterday I heard the amazing train sound of a baby heartbeat at almost 12 weeks. We've been gifted another shot at this kids business, and I'm pretty fond of the two we've got, so i think I'm going to like "Boris" a whole lot, too...